In my recent post, I shared my layoff experience. I also mentioned that I have got another job. So, Today was my first day from office. Today was very different I didn't expect it that way. Let me once give you some context about this company. So, before joining the company from which I got laid off. I was working here as intern and I really liked that team and they also really liked me try best to retain me. But, because of my stupidity or something else I didn't join them.
So, when today I was about to enter the office. I put my thumb print over the biometric to open the door. I was quite bit excited will it be open or not, and it got open I felt little happiness inside as someone told me before leaving the office, this door will always be open for you. I know this must sound childish but yeah it made me happy.
No one was in the office so it felt weird, I sat down and started working and then after sometime one of cofounder came in the office. And he seems quite happy to see me there working and greet me with excitement. But I got awkward in front of him because he was the guy whom I told that what if your company won't run, it's too risky for me to join. And, had previously some awkward conversation. So, yeah start was interesting.
After that when I met everyone and everyone showed me excitement. I felt good but I couldn't reply them so for that I'm really guilty. As, I wasn't myself today something was eating me out. Even I tried really hard but I couldn't do the work properly also.
Most guilt feeling is yet to come. As, I haven't met with the person whose name I have taken unintentionally in front of founder and told him that the other person is telling me what if your company dies. But he was the first one who told other to roll out offer again to him when he got to know about my layoff. He is on leave. Let's see what will happen.
Best part was I felt happy to be back with them, many things were changed but yeah will looking forward for good adventure journey here. Maybe my destiny always lies here only.
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